edo's-blog

GRATEFUL HEART

Yeah, my life felt so insipid so far, yesterday i browsed in internet and found the photograph as the result my searching as"grateful". It was so touched look at that girl's condition which doesn't have even feet for walking. Walking is the general activities that everybody can do consciously, however, for her its the hardest activities in her life... These last days i ask often bout my problem, "Why i can't be like the others where many people think it is so easy for them, but for me its like miracle to be cured from it. But i realize from one' blog bout feeling grateful. The fact, many things i have that i can feel so gratitude to God bout what i have nowadays. I felt so very grateful and I'd like to share my top five reasons:

1. I have my lovely parents, family, and friends that always dupport me whenever i feel so down. Maybe i just have couple of close friends, Less than number of my finger in right hand. But they are truly exist. Thank you....
2. I can go to school until university with good enough grade. I can study where i long to. Many people can't go to school but i can. And this last month is my graduation day. How lucky i am can feel that day where my parents come to and be proud finally his only boy can be someone...Architecture engineering...
3. Today i am not a jobless person, I have found job where my interest lies on. I work in architecture field which is my wildest dream since i was child. I work in good condition, environment, even good employer.
4. I feel grateful that i still woke up with good health, i still can walk, breath, n commute without any pain feelings in my head and body. I feel so fresh.... maybe if i were sick i miss this so condition that now i thank to God first before its late:)
5. I feel happy that once a depressive episode is over, i can go to work place without complaining again. I'm able to think of new interests that I can feel passionate about as well as returning to activities . I enjoy my life.