THERE MUST BE A LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS
I dunno what i've done this 3 last months. It truly make me suffered.. Dried out all of I have .my gosh . Argh.... I was lost control, and now i got the symptomps of despair pointless person. There ar lots of plannings and dunno how to make it come true:P. Getting worse, i cant stand with all conditions in my bureau. I have got to quit as soon as possible eventhough i should keep stand until the deathly storm stop wiping my life. No image can depict my situation, no way out cross my mind. But positive thinking... I should be patient n be sure that there must be a way out..and all i can do just waiting. Let the storm arise n keep hiding under His wings. I know little light that be my guidance to survive always shine outside warm my cold side.
GOD DIDNT GIVE ME A WAY...BUT HE GAVE ME LIGHT TO STAY BESIDE ME WITH, THROUGH MY SORROW TUNNEL.THX GOD
Besides lowest point of mine, there is something i should feel grateful, God sent me someone who cares and love me the way I do. It is like a oasis in desert. It eases my thirsty and feed my hunger. For a while, it help me to forget what I am experiencing. Without it, i gonna astray like shheps without sepherd. Maybe i cant be the the best, yet... i would try my best to better..n..better. I dont wanna repeat all my mistakes i'v done before, starting with lies n ended with sorrow. Now, everything's different. I start with a word called whole-hearted, honest even shamefull but it is obviously better. "Whatever the lies are, no matter how beautiful the lie is...truth ,no matter how bad n shameful i am...Still it is more beautiful. I hope she can love me without see what I have. I have nothing, but I have something,cant be compared with any high-price items/money. It is called "LOVE"
------------------THANK YOU FOR YOU--------------------
EDO. N H.... with love
Posted on 23:01 by Greatocean
